If I could, then I would, I'll go wherever you will go

Looking back at my high school times
I wonder
Why didn't I run faster when i'm with you?
Why didn't I talk louder when i'm with you?
Why didn't I break enough school rules when i'm with you?
Why didn't I say 'thank you' enough when i'm with you?
Why didn't I try to create hell lots of good time when i'm with you?
Why didn't I tease you enough when i'm with you?
Why didn't I try harder to score when i'm with you?
Why didn't I sufficiently enjoy the time when i'm with you?

Because I have never thought that it would hurt me this much when i'm not with you