Just when i think of this beautiful post,
i thought of searching it in the facebook
and who knows? i found the exact matching of what i was going to write in this entry

No matter how much we criticize our school, in the end we will miss it.

Dang! Is this just a coincidence?
If it is, it sure is a very lucky one!
You see, when i was about 13 or something, i thought the place is a nightmare
and i bet everyone will thought the same too
and bla bla bla time passing by and i got too used to it and i became sort of loving it
but i don't have any idea it will be this depressed to leave that kind of life
the carefree life and the joy inside it
 watching the stars while lying in the road waiting for something to happen

become addicted with a legend pop band BUSTED
heard they were splitting and that's the saddest moment
and then took my exams
fail and success were wrote on my report book over and over
and in a blink of an eye
the life was gone, but it was for good
and i'm really glad i could make it through that life
because that's what's making me
of who i am right now
And how i wish, i could build a time machine just like in the Year 3000
put on a calendar sheet, and just make my way back!
OOOHH YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FUN IT IS!!!

I'm those who the stronger you push, the more stubborn i'll be
that's why i hate pressure
and that's why i lie
when i had no choice

dan hari ni aku penat lagi macha
jalan xde keje pejadah 10 km
tp dpt 100 plus free
tp nasik basi
wat gapodioh
sepok org2 besa ni kang
nk duet
tp buat keje x padan
ni laah gaji buta namenye
gaji xde mate di atas bute laah jawabnye

ah
i ain't wastin no more time

I got in a fight over some stupid insecurities.
Stepped out of the light.
When did I lose my old identity

Can I be strong enough?
I'm trying hard to be myself again

ahh
maleh ah cite hal skolah ni
but,
the best part is when

I've been tripping over all the rules
Living my live somebody else's way.
I've been sinking on this ship of fools,
Following orders that I can't obey
From my friends, teachers and myself

I learnt
When plans go wrong they won't ruin the day

Therefore
Stand up Ah Pem!

I think i need to go
far away
a few years back would be okay
i just need to unwind
in my time machine

bosan laa update blog.. kerikil juge
tgk laah aku try typr vcare baru
bapak x btul langsung demit susah jugek nk mnyesuaikan diri
fb aku maken kurg friend apesal eh
lantok laa korg xnk kawwan sudey
aku nk idop sorg2 laah pasni i just need to unwind
in my time machine