Hiyall
smat gile aku ade kawan nigga sorg aja aku ckp laju2 mcm ni
di bulan puasa ini saya tidak banyak(tidak pernah sebenarnye) post ape2
kerana kalau ade mase utk post ni lbih baeklaah saye baca quran ke
semayang sunat ke study ke tido pon boleh
tu sume pahala
kalau ade org ckp ni salah mmg aku tampo
bukan mahu ckp update blog ni salah
tp cume ckp lebih baek buat benda2 di ats td sahaja
lebih baek
bukan salah ye
bukan gapo, ramadhan sekali setahun
bukan senang nk jumpe
selalu kite dgr org sebut "alhamdulillah bersyukur kita dapat bertemu sekali lagi dgn bulan ramadhan"
ini sbb kite x tahu bile ajal kite so bile dpt jumpe tu kire beruntung la sbb x mati lagi
dpt la tambah sikit2 lg pahala yg secubit garam secukup rasa ini
bulan ramadhan ni jugak aku dh kurg sikit ckp
sbb lg byk kite ckp lg byk dpt dosa
laenlah kalau sepanjang mase tazkirah tp aku tau laah membe2 aku camane perangai
baek yg kt perlis mahupun yg di luar sane
ulfah pon ckp "x gentleman laah aku yg tego ko dulu"
ini sbb i'm not a gentleman, i'm a barbarian
i do things with my own way
yahaa
xde laah
sbb aku x nmpk die sebenanye dlm gelap tu
ingat die kt mesir lg tau2 dh balik ade sebelah dh
dh la aku ngantuk
dan aku bukan mcm atan friendly dgn pempuan
aku friendly dlm fb je
tp dh masuk 10 hari terakhir ni
makin sikit laah org kt masjid2
tambah2 smlm merdeka, tp diorg x seda smlm malam yg ke 21, maknenye itu salah satu drpd malam ganjil, malam yg dijanjikan lailatul qadar, tp ape yg org tunggu
adalah BUNGA API merdeka.. nk watpah menda2 tu.. dongak tgk bunga api meletup balik mengadu sakit tengkuk pastu kot2 tkena percik2 die melecur badan ah tu je laah dpt


wahai kawan2 ku
Sesungguhnya siapa yang mengejar kejayaan dunia, maka kejayaan akhirat akan meninggalkannya.
Akan tetapi siapa yang mengejar kejayaan akhirat, maka kejayaan dunia akan mengikutinya.

tp walaupun aku bosan
aku x tulih kt fb
sbb mcm meraih simpati/mencapub/mencari pub/ mencari kucing yg nk titow
ntah hape2 laa
skrg jadual smakin byk kosong
dn semakin berganjak ke petang kelas2 yg dahulunye selalu pagi
so die semakin menynangkan aku utk tido lewat
ini sudah susah
subuh aku bangun lg
tp lps tu tido balek
jd x sedap ah
wtehell
Jadi marilah kite berubah
utk sem ini dan utk masa hadapn
tp ingat ni pempuan2 diluar sana
zina x semestinya kene laki2 dgn pempuan dok satu bilik hape2 lagi atas katil hape laa sume tu etc
zina ni pkai perfume lebey2 pn dh zina
dn mata2 yg memandang itu juga zina
senang gile kan sekrang ni nk buat dosa?
dan tinggalkan sembahyang pon dh jadi kafir
jd x de maknenye org2 yg tinggalkan sembhyang ni buat baek lagi
bg salam pon dh x boleh
sbb
korg dh kafir
tp ape yg aku tau
korg boleh betaubat
tu je
sebelum terlambat
nasihat ape lg ak boleh bg
org yg reti bukak blog ni msti dh besar
dh pandai bace
haa korg pikir la sndiri
sedap dan brguna gle ayat abg nabi ini
ya~haaa
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Yah happy la sgt
birthday je pon
cume nk ingatkan xde ape pon special nye pasal hari mcm ni
yg pentingnya korg dh lahir
yah time org happy sambut birthday mcm ni
aku pulak unhappy
sbb esok
technically, kejap lagi sebenarnye
aku nk baolek U dh
the second most boring places on earth

but speaking of birthdays, there's a very immature sense of act that i've heard when it comes to this very day
the action of lying, shouting, and wasting things
itu laah ape yg aku tgk org buat skrg ni
lps masuk matrik baru aku tau pasal mende ni
baling2 telur, tepung air longkang ape jadah lg ntah
mcm dh xde mende laen nk baleng
well i'd say
itu bodoh
kerana ade ramai lg org yg perlu mende2 tu semua
ape yg org2 ni buat sebenarnye
hanyalah pembaziran
yg mereka rasa perlu la sgt utk merapatkan lg hubungan
well think on the negative side my lads
itu laah aksi syaitan - pembaziran
mcm xde ape je kan kalau ckp syaitan
sbb korg dh biase dgn movie2 barat - You've got the angel's hand, well i got the devil's legs, the red devils etc etc
smpai dari sini korg pikir la sndiri

Itu laah yg aku rasa
tapi walau aku nk kluar mcm mane pon
aku xdak transpot
seboleh2 aku xnk naek bus dh
nnti cam hape teperuk tggu lame sejam kt stesen bas
tp boleh jugak nk try
dh lame aku x naek bas kinta, parit transport
nnti msti teringat waktu sekolah dulu
dem
i'm loving it
di pagi yg mulia ini
entry ini betul2 30 min dari kick off Netherland vs Uruguay
aku harap dutch menang
tp ntah la
aku lg suke kalau team yg lemah menang
aku lg suke kalau perkara laen yg jadi drpd ape yg org harapkan
aku lg suke jd laen
sbb org yg pilihan same hanya akan rasa mereka selamat sbb ramai org same dgn mereka
tu sbb aku suke
EXCEPTION

Janganlaah hancurkaan hati ________ (boh sndiri ape nk boh)
Damn argentina damn brazil damn Spain
aku nk ckp damn netherlands skali
tp aku xtau sbb ape aku nk ckp begituuuuuu
samelaah utk brazil
bukan salah brazil tp salah melo
kalau melo x own goal, msti dh masuk extra time
lps tu Kaka score 2 bijik
dh settle
lgpon aku x brape suke team ade byk star
diorg bajet star

tp bola sepak
realitinya adalah nasib (luck) semata2
kate laah player tu terer mane pon
tp bile die sepak kene palang apo nk dikato
nmpk mcm x hebat je
Don't judge a football player by his goals/assists/passes
peribahasa baru
Defence splitting pass
dem dem dem
mggu last ni dh xde life doh
kluar pon dh xdak org dh yg tinggal
atan susah nk ajk kluar
suke bg alasan
kalau nk klua pon kene tggu 3 jam
die siap lmbt naharom nye make up ke hape
loki boleh lg kuduk boleh lg
tp lembu mmg x boleh
alasan master
so, semi final ni ape yg berbaloi utk ditgk?
spain? netherlands?
ak pilih ah lu tgk la sndiri title

sampai sekarang aku maseh cuba memahami maksud tersirat ini
mengapakah loki menghantar post ini
aku pon xtau
tapi aku akan siasat
mula2 mari kita melihat dari awal insiden ini
mawi dan awek merancang pengembaraan ceritacuti III ke telur batiq
rancang dan rancang dan rancang tiba2 perancang x jadi pegi
lalu sume menjadi moody
adakah kerana ini loki mengepost title di ats?
mari kita siasat peribadi loki pula
loki adalah seorang pendiam(??) dan emotional
lantas menyukarkan kita utk mengetahui apa yang tersirat di dalam hatinya
hal ini juga menyebabkan loki juga sukar utk meluahkan apa yang tersirat di hatinya
lalu bak kata pepatah
baek cakap daripada x cakap langsung
lalu loki pon mengepost title di ats sebagai cara memprotes
tapi aku rase ade sebab laen
lantas ini menyebabkan aku meng conduct siasatan ke 3
utk melihat reaksi loki jika mawi berjaya menghadirkan diri
tapi aku lihat reaksi yg sama juga di berikan
humpty dumpty
jadi aku membuat kesimpulan awal bahawa
loki putus cinta
aku pon xtau nk ckp ape
nnti aku tanye beliau
aku pon nk baya duet kek ni
sori loki aku x perasan comment ang
malik nk jumpa tu
apesal nk jumpa aku?
persoalan ini terus menghantui fikiran ku

Ow how's that suppose to be wrong? It's because she says i'm a sweet guy. That is a so wrong move because right now i'm going to chase her and i'll be like hell if i don't get to her
nah just kidding
i don't have that much of a money to be spend because i'm still under my parents' wings you know, 20 years old teenager bla bla bla
i'm not working yet, and my life is full of, how to say this, emm obstacles? nope that's not the word
so i can't really just go when i want to, it's like as if there's a Busted reunion concerto in Japan, oh the two things i wanted most in my life, but i couldn't go for it
yeah it's that bad. I found out yesterday it was so hard living these days. You have to study, well if you have friends it'd be much easier but for me it didn't. It's just that i found out later that the problem is actually me. That's right whatahell am i'm talking about? yup this is me i like to talk about things randomly
Plus whenever i want something, i'll always just chase it like halfway through and that is probably the thing that keep me being single well you know what? Thanks to this because i don't need to suffer the negative consequences afterwards like what i always saw happened with my friends who's did it.
But it's not like i don't want to be in a relationship, it's just that i'm waiting for a girl to come after me. And hell yeah that is so not gentleman but what can i do? I'm a barbarian!
Oh it's such a dizzy morning with a lot of stuff to be written but you know what? this is me and i like to do things halfway so this is it. This is the full stop because the way i see this it is already more than halfway lol. What a lazy, heavy ass i'm having! I wish i could live my life just like this singer, Julian casablanca. He lives it way to easy. Just supporting himself with his voice though and whenever someone should gives a winning speech they would usually thank everyone that has been supporting them but this guy, he just said "and bla bla bla you know yourself". Isn't that cool?

And this is the longest labels for an entry i would like to give because i would like someone to find it
yeah that's the big great accomplishment for today. As if i could die afterwards. Nah what a small hope for this big talk guy to have. I won't die too soon. There's a lot of things i must done first. Eh did i ever mention about my dream? It's like (at this time my other self just shout "ow just shut the f up!" in my ear)
full stop.

Tiba tiba pada suatu malam aku jumpa satu barang baik punya macha dlam jue (name almari aku tukar lagi)
Kungfu digital
mcm digivice itu
tp aku xtau itu nama betui ke dok
sbb aku search kt google nk amek gamba die tp x jumpe
demit
aku pigi tujuhsebelas utk carik battery
sanggup kot
nk tgk bende alah tu hidup baolek
bile aku dh tuka battery
aku pn mule melatih emile heskey
name yg aku bagi dkt baby yg baru lahir tu
aku bg makan training sume cukup smpai aku rase die lagi byk training dari aku
pastu las2 aku pikir
ade menda kurang neh tp apadia eh
las2 baru aku seda die kene ade 2 utk merasai pengalaman sebenar kungfu digital ini
eh jap aku rase name die kungfu kid
entah la
tp tu laah
eh back to the story las2 aku pn give up nk carik org yg ade mainan tu lagi
las2 jankulovski (sedap kan name kungfu fighter tu) diletakkan kembali di dalam stor
kisah hidup nya aku rekodkan ke dalam blog ini
utk tatapan aku di hari tua nnti

eh tapi perasan x las2 aku ckp mende tu name die kungfu fighter
name ni mcm betul

I wish everyone could understand what's wrong and what is right
what is world and what is after that

I wish everyone could see the things hidden inside
before making the judgement on how the person will react

I wish everyone could do whatever they want to
Knowing the limits and stop when they overdo

I wish everyone could be the same
caring for each other and loving their siblings

I wish everyone could take precaution
for they don't know what will hit 'em

I wish everyone could realise
what is importand and what is lie


-My wish 2010-

Happy birthday syahmi sap
mengapa engkau patahkan pisau potong kek tu
mengapa engkau tesalah anta msg yg asalnye nk anta kt mak tu
mengapa engkau maen boling baling x kene xpenah strike

aku dh tau cuti aku bile abes
betui kate loki
cuti aku bulan 7 abes
tu la pasal apesal aku takot sgt ni
tp mate aku
aku mmg kene pakai spek
tp aku x mengalah

mengapa budak2 skolah pg jj msti nk pakai sluar skinny
isap okok kt tangga bajet otai
pakai rantai
rambut emo cacak kt belakang
dalam tmpt gelap nk pakai spec itam lg
aku tgk muke diorg skali pon aku dh tau
diorg msti sgt berpuas hati asalkan dpt bwk awek pg jj pastu blanje makan dgn tgk wayang
kire perfect la idop
gad gad gad
itu bangang namenye, bak kate eday

dan virus2 cinta dh kene kt loki
abeh kamen rider ilang sume yg baru download
xpe
nnti soh atan download kan baolek
teenet die laju
okeh

skrg ckp betui2 betui2 betui2 bile nk buat bbq
aku rase aku nk letak ni jd status update aku laah

But I can't
I just can't
i couldn't afford to anymore
This worthless piece of trash
I think if I give the chance for everyone to say awful things on earth to me
That wouldn't be enough
This broken heart

I could run
I don't care about ore no jinsei anymore
only death satisfy me i think
laugh as much as you want
but this is hontou ni hontou

it's been so long now that i've forgotten how to smile properly
it seems that whenever i get problems i might come near to god again
and again
and that's why i think god make me in this place first
but i hope the day will come again
when i'm back stronger
and that i will never have to suffer this hardship again

Yaah
mmg byk lagu pasal human
The Killers - Human
K - Only Human
ah byk tp skrg aku x ingat semua
mcm senang je nk jadi human
but the reality
everyone don't want to be a human
even I, I've thought that becoming human is hard
it is necessary but it's hard. But I never stop to become one
and I believe that the day shall come

mengapa aku ckp begini?
okay, no need to look at the citizens
just look at the leaders we have
all they do is just keep on saying
"Saya mewakilli rakyat Malaysia mengutuk sekeras-kerasnya serangan Rejim Israel ke atas
kapal-kapal bantuan antarabangsa"
walhal ini terang-terangan adalah keganasan
kapal bantuan kot
xde musuh hape ttbe kene attack
"tapi oleh kerana kita byk bergantung kepada mereka
jadi kita mendiamkan diri sahaja"
ni bukan saya kata worang kata
ade ust aku lupe dulu dtg matrik die kate inilaah situasinya waktu die sndiri pg ckp kt PM waktu tu pasal bende ni
yg penting duet masok
tu je laah

ini laah sebabnye aku kate
people don't even want to become a human
because a human would rather die than looking at their suffering companion
and surely they will help their siblings
but these people? All they do is just sit and watch and talk trash
I don't know if this is true or not
but this is what i am seeing right now
so therefore, prove me wrong if you wanna stay right

Btw,
Actions speaks louder than words

I'm just a little bit ordinary human
ahahahahaahahahaa
aku x kire
yg penting Kamen Rider W : Begin's Night aku dh abeh download
tinggal loki je nk bg part yg lebiey2 tu

oh i hate my university
because people in there keep on repeating the same joke
because the people in there are not fun to be with
moreover, the people in there are not fast enough to pick up the lines i've been throwing at them
ah this mean that i only hate 'the people'
no i hate the place also
with no necessary equipment
with no necessary facilities
how are they suppose to teach me
ah
damn

above all the others
we'll fly
this brings tears
to my eyes
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Aku dh buat keputusan
aku tgk org jadi gile sebab facebook
ade pempuan ni
oh gile
so aku nk delete semua friend
kecuali yg kenal je
dan krew ceritacuti
sebab sgt saket hati
bile tibe2 ade org gile komen
dan mengutuk aku
sebelum aku jadi mcm die mengklutuk2 org pulak
baek aku remove je
ini dipanggil vantage point
eh bukan
collateral damage
Tp facebook mmg bergune
tp pasal yg Nabi Muhammad tu
aku rase bukan salah facebook
salah org yg organize tu je
kalau gune facebook dgn niat baek
keep contact dgn membe2
mcm kami dgn acai cimi sume yg oversea
aku rase ok je
xde hal
tp ade jugak laa salah pengurusan facebook
xkn xseda hal mcm ni boleh mengundang kemarahan
delete je laa
kate admin

You're big but your heart aren't

I'm not asking for much
I'm not asking for anything
but people keep on denying
to give me the thing
I always wanted

If I could hold this hope inside my hands
I would hold it tightly

Ini laah sebab org x kan faham blog aku
and what i'm writing
the purpose
Oh i could just run from these people
I won't waste a moment
but i don't have the power to do so
So I just cover up my eyes
so i can make sense of it all
This is not about a girl

if only we could see the truth through the lies

We once had a teacher
The teacher of teacher
He changed the world for the better
And make us the better creature
Surely we've wronged ourselves
What will we say in front of him?

I thought before that I'll be able to answer anything, and i mean ANYTHING.
But in the end, there's a question I still cannot answer

What can I do for my religion?
When it is in trouble like now,
No one will ever listen, no one will ever folllow
with the image i have right now
they will surely think this as an act by me again
oh look at how people played with our religion

"your statement that Islam is harmony and peace is based on what?? Based on the shitty state of 57 Muslim countries that you Muslims have build? such state that Muslims do not immigrate to other Muslim countries but run to Non-Muslim ones --is that what is based on??  Or is it based that you Muslims produce nothing, create nothing, lazy , backwater of human creativity and freedom? Where the fuck is there the proof for your statement? what the hell you Muslims and Islam has to offer to the world except fanatics ?"

We can't blame them, because this is the image we've shown, and apparently currently showing
they were just spitting out the truth

So?
Change

Facebook
adalah tempat rekreasi
bukan
aku main2 je

perasan x
post fb aku semua mondo yg berlaku di sekeliling kite
kite tahu
tp kite x sedar
demit
inilah ignorance
aku sgt suka mencari perkara ini
dan selalunye org suka
tp x semua post fb aku adalah perkara ini sahaja
gilbab aku gune bahasa baku skrg ni

ah AF haritu
aku sebenarnye nk bgtau
Shahir, pemenang af adalah bekas pelajar SMKA
mmg suare sedap pon
sbb die solo nasyid kot
jaoh kot die pegi
tp tu laah ust yg ajar die nasyid tu kebetulan kawan pok aku
die kate menyesal aku ada anak murid mcm ni
x dgr kate
haha
pelik aku nape semua yg nasyid2 ni nk pegi ke arah tu

Lu ade kapla lu hentak dkt dinding
hidup MLM gimam dan MGM gimam
hahahahahahaahahahhaahaahahahaahaahaha

"Aku ade awek, aku isap okok, aku ade kete, malam aku kluar lepak naek moto, boleh show off awek kt org, blanje awek makan, dah kire perfect hidup aku"

I laugh horribly at the above sentence

ini laah tanpa disedari menjadi mindset anak2 muda sekarang
dapat kaler rambut, dapat awek freehair dh laa
dh xyah pikir ape2
ape laah pemikiran jangka pendek ini
macam pempuan
tp at least pempuan xpe sbb nnti laki jugak yg sapot makan
sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian
pikir jauh sikit dh nmpk dh ape natijahnye nnti
kita apabila ade bende yg melalaikan kita drpd ibadat
kita WAJIB tinggalkan
inilaah pesan bapak aku
dalam kes aku, aku sebenanye xleh jage lewat2 malam
nnti susah dan kadang2 x bangun subuh
itu laah sebab aku slalu menolak pelawaan rakan2 ku
lagi byk aku bergerak waktu malam lagi letih aku lagi susah aku nk bangun
aku jenis macam ni tp ade setengah org die boleh tahan
kalau maen futsal sekalipon tgk laah nnti aku akan sedaya upaya xnk tido
bg jage smpi subuh utk bangun sembahyang
sbb ape aku jage sembahyang aku?
sbb aku sedar itu laah tiang nya
kalau runtuh tiang satu ni, aku x tau laa ape jadi kt aku
mungkin aku akan jadi mcm ayat kt ats?
maybe
wallahualam

Bapak nya mahukannya jadi seorang askar
tp bapak aku laen
die yg jadi askar dan jgn harap laah die nk suruh aku jadi askar

aku tedengar bapak aku bercerita kepada mama saya
perbualannya didengari oleh aku
aku dengar ade org buruk2 kan bapak aku bile kt blakang
tp bile jumpe kt depan perangai mcm malaikat
ini laah type yg saya benci aww
tp mcm mane bapak aku tahu pasal perkara ini
ade kawan die yg bgtau
ini laah yg aku ingin ketengahkan
perbualan antara bapak aku dn kawannya

Kwn bapak: Shah, kalau hg nk tau, ada org burukkan hg.. mmg x salah lagilah sangkaan hg

bapak: sapa dia?

Kwn bapak: tu ust ______ tu, bukan apa aku bgtau hg ni.. dh 20 tahun lebih kita dok kawan, aku tau perangai hg mcm mana, x kn aku nk diam ja.. aku x puas hati la bila ada org ckp mcm tu kt hg

dan org ini anaknya adalah kebencian org ramai juga
haish tp ape yg aku nk bgtau ini adalah pasal kawan bapak aku itu
itu mmg KAWAN
aku pon nk org mcm tu jd kawan aku