At that time i was strong

I could run
I don't care about ore no jinsei anymore
only death satisfy me i think
laugh as much as you want
but this is hontou ni hontou

it's been so long now that i've forgotten how to smile properly
it seems that whenever i get problems i might come near to god again
and again
and that's why i think god make me in this place first
but i hope the day will come again
when i'm back stronger
and that i will never have to suffer this hardship again